Back to the Past

If I had to choose about going to my past or my future, I would definetly choose to travel to see my past. I would be terrified about going to the future, and find out something I don´t want to know, I prefer to keep it the way it is. On the other hand, going to my past lets me live any moment of my life again, that would be a gigantic gift to me.

Having this choise, I know exacly where I would want to go: to my best friend from kindergarden, Emilia, she died at the age of 8 in a car accident and I have missed her since then. Sometimes I imagine my life with her still in it and I think we would definetly still be friends, even best friends. So I would choose her, I remember that we had so much fun, especially when we did our favorite activity of all: male puzzles. For this reason, the moment I would choose is the day we started the biggest puzzle we ever made, I remember when we finished it, we where the happiest people on earth.

Althought it´s sad thinking about her not being here and all, I don´t think I would change anything about the past. I asume what happened is for a reason, and I don´t know what would be the future if this had not happened. I think a lot like the movie “Buterfly effect”, that any change, from the smallest and most insignificant to the most important ones, can make huge differences in the future of our lives.